LONELY

Sometimes I feel lonely and I know hundreds and hundreds of people. It's like I'm missing something, like a sense of comfort. Maybe a hug from a different person other than the ones I see on a daily basis is what I need. Sometimes I believe I have this feeling because I'm not in a committed relationship being the good man that I am today. But finding a woman to call my own isn't easy, I can't just find a beautiful girl then call her mine, I have to build a stable friendship with her first. I can't give a woman my all knowing that I don't know her that much and knowing that she don't feel as I feel.

So far I had no luck getting past the friend stage, due to lack of loyalty and integrity from them. However, not having a woman of my own really makes me lonely and incomplete. My options are still open and I'm willing to meet a woman and get to know all about her so we can become good friends and later become a couple. I want to be able to wake up to my woman every morning and see her when I get off work.

In addition, Sex is my favorite and I don't enjoy having sex with multiple women. I like to have sex multiple times during the day and everyday if possible, and a woman that can satisfy me sexually is what I would like to have. But right now I don't have that kind of woman and therefore, I will try to keep to myself until she comes along.

Furthermore, everyone enjoys being around me and hanging with me. They love my since of humor and bright personality. I enjoy hanging with my friends and family but I feel as if I don't receive the comfort I would like to have. I get a lot of attention and respect, I'm just missing that feeling of comfort. I'm never sad or anything, I just continue to surround myself with things that make me smile. I'm hoping I receive the missing pieces I need so I can no longer feel incomplete.
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