Where Is My Girl, Why Can't My Girl!!

Sharp pain inside of me when I see man and woman doing things that couples do. I almost feel like I'm out here alone. What have I done wrong? I've done nothing.

Where is my girl when I need someone to hold at night? Where is my girl when I wanna catch a movie or have a movie night? Where is my girl when I wanna go out for dinner? Where is my girl when I wanna do something fun? Where is my girl when I wanna walk in the park?

Why don't my girl tell me she loves me all the time? Why don't my girl tell me she misses me and really wanna see me? Why can't I kiss my girl every night before bed? Why can't I wake up to my girl every morning? Why can't my girl be home when I get off? Why can't my girl be my bestfriend? Why can't I hear my girl voice everyday? Why can't my girl tell me I love you good night? Why can't I see my girl smile and hear her laugh?

Well I guess I'm not wanted and no good, I guess she don't really care. I wonder if she even feels the same anymore, she never talks. Is she just using words to keep me around? Idk I love and I'm in love with that girl but does it mean a thing? Does she even exist anymore? Well to me it does. I wonder if this (us) was a dream, it can't be cause real tears are falling down my face. They say men don't have feelings, but what do you call this.

What am I to do now, sit around and cry? Sit back and read about other couples doing fun and romantic things and picture myself in their shoes? Well I don't know what imma do. I guess try to keep smiling even though it hurts.
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