LIFE OF A MOTIVATED MAN

★☆ I'm a "Magician", The Treasure is in Her "Cave". Her "Lips" is Sealed By Magic. It Opens By My Words"Open Sesame" ★☆ lol Meelz

During this journey, I found myself getting lost and ending back on the same street. I thought I was too good to pull out a map or ask for help. Running out of gas and filling the tank back up and still ending back on the same street. It's like the neighborhood I was in was one big circle. Me being in this neighborhood, brought me down and built me up. This neighborhood stabbed me in the back, spit in my face, and dragged me across the pavement. This neighborhood turned my smiles into frowns, laughs into cries, and feelings into jokes. However, one day I woke up and told myself I'm ready to leave the neighborhood; so I drove to the Department store to buy a new television set. Walking through the electronics aisle, I saw a GPS ( global positioning system) on the shelf which works as a digital map. The saleswoman, said it would help me get to locations faster, without getting lost. Being that I was ready to leave the neighborhood, I plugged in my new GPS system and it took me ou

Everyday I wake up, I paint a positive image in my head that will make my day as bright as I want it to be. I surround myself with positive people and positive things so that I won't lose focus and walk down a different path. I hold no grudges and arguing will never be apart of my lifestyle. As A Young Man I've Learned to walk away from trouble, not because I'm scared but because I don't want to lose my life over pointless situations. I draw my own path to walk on and follow my on shadow. I've learned as a young adult that people will try to make you live life the way they want you to live it. I use to see myself living to impress others until I became an adult. Now that I'm an adult, it wasn't fun living the dreams of another person, I began seeing that's not who I am or what I'm trying to become. Now I do as I please and that's staying happy. Also as a young adult, I've learned  you can't please and make everyone h

You Make My Heart Sing Songs With No Words. Humming a Sweet Melody Announcing to the World that Love Does Exist. My Heart Smiles, And It Smiles, It Smiles When I Hear Your Sweet Voice, When I Feel Your Sweet Touch, When I Read a Text Telling Me How Much You Miss Me. During the Melody, I Can Picture Your Face When I Come Around, Big Smiles and Laughter. The Song Repeats its Self Over And Over Singing The Same Oh Song, It's A Song of Love, Joy and Happiness That Make Me Feel Complete. It's Like It's Saying "I Want You Here and I Want You Now" But No Words Are Spoken, But I Want You Here and I Want You Now, Seems Like It Can be Apart of The Song. But That's Only The Beginning, It Seems Like The Song Is Telling You to Come To Me So I Can Love and Cherish You, Hold and Kiss You, Laugh and Joke With You, Protect and Fight For You, Relax and Watch Movies With You, Walk in The Park With You, Travel From Place to Place With You. The Song is Far From Over and it's P

Yall girls/women these days think a prefect guy is go fall out the sky and into your arms, well keep dreaming cause it won't happen. If he make you feel important and number 1, why trip. Yall are focused on the big things that don't really matter and not seeing the lil things that matter the most. If a woman is making me feel like I'm her one and only, I won't care 2 know what she's out doing. She's taking care of home so I wouldn't trip. If you're bills are being paid and food are being put on your table everyday, so what if he stay out late etc, are you really trying to throw all that shit away for something small? Yall turn a minor issue into big pointless problem. U dudes out here datz considerin urself as a man, u think u a man cuz u got a lil job & a few dollars n ur pocket? Well its plenty more wer dat came frm. A Man dont settle 4 less, he strive 2 b betta dan the next man. A Man treats his mom & Woman wit the up most respect & loy

Not Only Do My Heart Pump Blood, But it's Pumping A Lot Of Love That Will Soon Explode On That Next Woman Who Steals My Heart. Meelz! Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.2

She is amazing, I wonder what's next? I'm not thinking about sex, that's far from next. That's last on my list, her sexy lips is what I wanna kiss. I wanna stroll with her through the park and flood her mind with some romantic thoughts. Take her smile and make it brighter, get the load off her back to make her trip lighter. Have her heart singing songs with no words, take her love to the top like the birds. Images of me floating in her mind, sittin on the sofa enjoying a glass of wine. Turn lust into love,hug tight like a glove. Keep her close but not to near, keep her away but not to far. Educate her like a teacher, listen to her like a preacher, solve her problems like a puzzle, keep her secrets quiet like a dog with a muzzle. Treat her like my bestfriend protect her from the enemies, carry her like a queen, pocket her like a penny. Be the man of her dreams, love her for her and not just what's in those jeans. Hold her every night, wake up to her every morning, ki

All I Want is your touch, your lips and your love. My life is always bright, but you make it brighter. The sound of your voice brings happiness and warmth to my body. Your touch and kiss shocks my nerves sending a cool feeling through my body. Your love reminds me how special I really am and how lucky I am to have someone like you. 

People are made to be loved & things are made to be used. The confusion in this world is that people are being used & things are being loved. I can't be used but I can be loved! Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.1

Sometimes you have to be Sad to become Happy, but after I went from being Sad to Happy, I made it impossible for someone to bring me down again. You may even curse me out, but I'm still go be Happy, You may even lie to me, but I'm still go be Happy, You may stab me in the back and I wouldn't care because I know I will forever remain strong and I have millions of other things to keep me smiling and feel my stomach with laughter. Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.0

Treat Me Good and You Won't Have To Worry About Nothing, Stab Me In The Back, You Better Hope I Don't  Get Back Up and Find Out It Was You. As Long as You Do Right by my Side,  I Will Make Sure Your Time With me is Worth Every Single Minute. Hurt me, I Guarantee You Will be Hurt too. I May Not Pull The Trigger, But Someone Else Will.  I Will Still Come Out on Top and Don't Hold Out Your Hand and Ask Me To Pull You Up. Meelz.

Sharp pain inside of me when I see man and woman doing things that couples do. I almost feel like I'm out here alone. What have I done wrong? I've done nothing. Where is my girl when I need someone to hold at night? Where is my girl when I wanna catch a movie or have a movie night? Where is my girl when I wanna go out for dinner? Where is my girl when I wanna do something fun? Where is my girl when I wanna walk in the park? Why don't my girl tell me she loves me all the time? Why don't my girl tell me she misses me and really wanna see me? Why can't I kiss my girl every night before bed? Why can't I wake up to my girl every morning? Why can't my girl be home when I get off? Why can't my girl be my bestfriend? Why can't I hear my girl voice everyday? Why can't my girl tell me I love you good night? Why can't I see my girl smile and hear her laugh? Well I guess I'm not wanted and no good, I guess she don't really car

Sometimes I feel lonely and I know hundreds and hundreds of people. It's like I'm missing something, like a sense of comfort. Maybe a hug from a different person other than the ones I see on a daily basis is what I need. Sometimes I believe I have this feeling because I'm not in a committed relationship being the good man that I am today. But finding a woman to call my own isn't easy, I can't just find a beautiful girl then call her mine, I have to build a stable friendship with her first. I can't give a woman my all knowing that I don't know her that much and knowing that she don't feel as I feel. So far I had no luck getting past the friend stage, due to lack of loyalty and integrity from them. However, not having a woman of my own really makes me lonely and incomplete. My options are still open and I'm willing to meet a woman and get to know all about her so we can become good friends and later become a couple. I want to be able to wake

A man shouldn't have to ask his woman for sex and if he has to ask, that makes him start to believe that his woman is no longer interested in him. Which means he's starting not to feel like a man anymore. Men loves sex and when they can't get the sex they need, they seek it from another source. It doesn't mean he doesn't like you or doesn't have feelings anymore, he just need his sexual desire taken care of. Yes we are some horny creatures, but we are impatient when it comes to sex. We surround ourselves with sex toys, porno movies, magazines and friends who talk about sex all the time. Now all those things become a tease and they don't do nothing but make us men want sex even more. However, telling your man "no you can't have none" is like telling him "Fuck you". He feels all shattered inside and feels he don't deserve you. But what would help a little, is if you have a good reason for saying "no" such as: I'm on my

My hand is held out to you but I'm not asking for money, I'm asking for your love!! Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.9

Put yo heart in my hands, I promise I won't drop it!!! Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.9

I moved to fast, now I'm dizzy and need a grasp of breath. I rushed into a situation I wasn't prepared for and I can't stay still, I almost fell. I held on to the rail to keep me stable. I got a feeling inside me that told me I should have stretched and prepared first. So I caught cramps in my leg and it's stopping me from moving forward. I need water, a massage and and I need to stretch them. I want to proceed in the direction I'm going but I want to be fully prepared and I want to let go of the candy, soft drinks, and high saturated foods. I want to be in a healthy condition so I can be the best that I can be. As a man it's okay for me to back down from challenges, every fight isn't a good fight and sometimes backing down turns out to be the best thing for me and "Plan Before I Act" should be my number one lesson in life regarding important decision making. Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.8

The Lord Rose Again Today, He Got Up Shook My Hand and Told Me I Will Be Alright If I Just Keep On Doing The Positive Things I've Been Doing!!! Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.8

On April 7, 2011 I went to the clinic and got tested for Gonorrhea, Chlamydia, Syphilis, and HIV... on my arrival I wasn't nervous or anything, in fact I was just as normal as I would be if I did not have a reason to be at the clinic. I was not symptomatic, I was practically feeling just fine. I have not been sick in years and my overall health is great. I got my vital signs taken and while doing so I held a great conversation with the nurses regarding my visit. I wasn't nervous or anything, just as happy as I can be. I got blood drawn and got my urine taken to the lab. The nurses said I would get my HIV results in about 15 minutes after I get my blood drawn and that my other results will be in either 4/8, 4/11, 4/12, or 4/13. The nurse also stated that if anything came back positive they would give me a call. If my results came back negative, I would not receive a call. So I waited in the lobby for about 20 minutes until the nurse called my name. She called my name and we wen

I never witnessed my mother sad before, I always see her happy and smiling. I keep her laughing and smiling everytime we see eye to eye and when we are on the phone. So my mother and I talked on April 6, 2011 and My mama told me "Sometimes she do hurt, and sometimes she does cry, but she always keep it hidden cause she want me to be better an stronger than her." She said "Some days are bad and some days are fun, but she pray pray and pray because she know gods work is not done !!!! Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.8

I'm a young man at heart and I'm looking for the love of my mother. If I had an awful mother that didn't treat her man right, or didn't treat me right, I wouldn't know what it is like to have the love of a woman. But instead I have a wonderful mother who treats men great and treats me like a king. She taught me how to be a leader, to be responsible, to love and respect, and taught me how to have pride and confidence in myself. Dear Future Wife, If you are woman enough and brave enough to love me, I will come back at you with a love you ain't never seen before in your life. You may not see it right away but if you are honest with me and patient, I will love you like you ain't been loved before. Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.8

When You Really Love Someone, You Just Can't Be Their Friend and You Can't Just Have Half Of That Person. You Gotta Have Him/Her All To Yourself. You Can't Open a New Door Until You Close The Other One!!!! Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.8

Hear me if I was speaking, read this and equip this inside. The streets is not the right path and it's not the way out. As young black men we have alternate routes to make the best of ourselves. There is nothing in the streets except drugs and violence. As black men, we have many talents and skills that can open doors to a better lifestyle. Pick y'all heads up and stop trying to live the life of a thug or a gangsta. Every fight is not worth fighting, sometimes it's best for you to walk away. If you take a look at me, you remember me hanging and kicking it in the streets all the time, I then thought to myself, I don't want to do this for the rest of my life, so I went to school and got my education. Some say school isn't for everyone but when you in school you don't have violence going on and you have a positive mind set. If school is not an option, put your heads together and try to think of ways to better your community instead of tearing it apart. We out here

My Grass Was & Always Will Be Green, Even When I Grew Up In 30th Projects!!! When I Accept My Woman, Our Soil Is Going To Be Rich and We Will Produce Great Agriculture!!! Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.7

Most of My Past Girlfriends, Go Look At Me In A Couple Years And Say to Themselves " I Wish I Never Did What I Did, I Would Have Still Had Him Right Now, But Now I'm Stuck Here With This Lame Ass Dude Who Ain't Got Shit Going For Himself" Success Go Be Written All Over My Head And Failure Is Go Be Written On Theirs!!! Can't Nobody Stop Me, I'm Almost To The Top. (LOOK AT ME NOW) Meelz!!!

T he Rain Improves my Writing and Thought Process...Everytime It rains, I get in this deep thought mode about life and women and I be relaxed at the same time. I think about my journey to success and the obstacles that may get in the way. I then think of a way to get around those obstacles, so when I face them hands on, I can easliy get around them. The rain helps me plan ahead, I get a feeling that tells me to do what ever I have to do now, so I don't have to do it later. When it rains, it drives a force through my mind to grab a computer or a pen and pencil and start writing. Usually, I just write about a feeling that's trapped inside me. The feeling normally be about Love, Friendship and Happiness. I never really come across negative feelings or some kind of guilt feeling. The Rain helps me think what I really want in life and who I want to remain by myside during my journey. When it rains, it puts and image in my head of a lovely but gorgeous woman whom should be laying up

I Love My Future Wife: She Is So Gorgeous and Intelligent. We Go Have So Much Fun Together and I'm Going To Buy Her What Ever I Can Afford. Our Honeymoon is Going To Be Wonderful and That Child of Ours If We Have One; Is Going To Be Just Like His/Her Mother and Father; Smart, Respectful, Loving, Loyal, Confident, Outgoing, Funny, Tough, and Just Great. I Can See My Wife and Child Now, Playing With Daddy in The Park and On Vacation!!! Everynight, I'm Going To Hold Her, Kiss Her and Make Love to Her Like It's My Last Time! And That's My "Word" Future Wifey!! Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.7

We were in love once before but it was puppy love; every time we had sex we wore a glove. Now we're adults and we know the meaning of true love; lets have sex again and take off the glove. I wanna have kids with you and be happy; have our kids and you calling me daddy. I never felt this way before but you would be the right one for me; take my hand an allow me to be all I can be. We can be lovers and show the rest of the world the right way to love; we can fly above all others like two turtle doves. When I think of you, I remember how happy we were; I just hope one day that your feelings can re-occur. I may have hurt your feelings but cheating wasn't the case; I was young and insecure and thought you was giving other fellas a taste. I grew older and realized friends are meant to be; please don't let that one emotion stop you from falling in love again with me. I never treated you wrong, I loved you like no other; I never asked or forced you to get under covers. I was patien

WHEN YOU HURT ME, DID YOU CARE ABOUT THE PAIN THAT I RECEIVED? OR DID YOU THINK IT WAS FUNNY? WHEN YOU STABBED ME IN MY BACK, YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD JUST WALK OVER ME AND LEAVE ME HANGING AND I WOULDN’T FIND OUT IT WAS YOU; BUT SEE I’M LIKE A CAT, I HAVE NINE LIVES, YOU MISSED A NERVE, YOU ONLY CAUGHT A TOUGH PIECE OF TISSUE. THE DOCTORS (friends/family) HEALED MY WOUNDS, I CAN STILL WALK. ME AND MY PARTNERS ARE SMART LIKE THE DETECTIVES ON THE FIRST 48, WE PUT ALL THE PIECES TOGETHER, YOU CHANGED YOUR STORY ABOUT 100 TIMES. I KNOW THAT YOU‘RE A LIAR. NOW YOU NEED A LAWYER (bestfriend) TO HELP YOU FIX THE MESS YOU HAVE CAUSED. YOUR LAWYER CAN’T HELP YOU BECAUSE SHE KNEW YOU WAS WRONG. I HAVE A PANEL OF WITNESSES, THEY ALL SAW YOU DO IT TOO, THEY SAYING “YEAH” YOU’RE GUILTY OF THE CRIME (cheating). NOW YOU GOT TO FACE THE JUDGE (God). YOUR LAWYER SPEAKS TO THE JUDGE AND THEY SET UP A PLEA BARGAINING. YOUR LAWYER NOW SAYS IF YOU PLEA GUILTY TO THE CHARGE AGAINST YOU, THE JUDGE WILL GIVE

As a man, it is not my job to house, cloth, and feed you. We can house, cloth, and feed each other. If you can't meet me where I stand, than there is no need for us. I tell this to almost every female who try to get some play. This is how I think, I let them know that my feet can't be walked on but they can be walked next to if your mind is on the right track and if you're willing to put in work to help us walk on the right path and succeed together. Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.5

Ladies, The minute you make a guy WORK For "IT" (the relationship and sex), the BOY fades away and the MAN STEPS UP!!! Sit back drink a cup of tea and watch em work. Just because he's really attractive doesn't mean he knows what it means to be in a relationship. You get hurt when you give in and give it up easily. So make him work for you and the relationship. Let that BOY fade away and let that MAN STEP UP!! Meelz Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.5